Image #239 – California!

Image #239

Well, we made it!  Tango and I completed one-half of our cross country adventure on Sunday when we arrived in Trinidad, California.  We are enjoying the hospitality of our friends Bunny and Ed Subkis.  This view of the Pacific Ocean is not far from their home. In the distance is Patrick’s Point.

The conference in Portland was really excellent. I made some new friends, got a chance to catch up with some friends from the past, and learned a great deal about the endocannabinoid system.  This relatively new discovery–a receptor system in your body that mimics cannabis and is enhanced by its use–could revolutionize medicine. I’m not one for hyperbole but, honestly, the ongoing formal research (mainly international, in Spain and Israel) and the reports coming out of states that have legalized medical access are simply phenomenal.  Cannabis is curing cancers, treating dementia, dramatically increasing the longevity of patients with ALS and, as most have heard, reducing seizures in young children.

How I wish our federal government would find the courage to embrace this exciting new knowledge. Is there hope? Perhaps. A news report states that federal drug agencies are ramping up the federal production of cannabis next year.  Total production will expand from 21kg a year to 650kg! A sizable increase.  Such a silly waste of money. I met plenty of growers last week who could provide the federal government with any strain of cannabis they could possibly want.  There are none so blind as those who will not see.  ❧

Image #198 – The snow is coming, the snow is coming

Northern Cardinal (Cardinalis cardinals)

Northern Cardinal (Cardinalis cardinals)

I never tire of these guys (and gals). Cardinals are a special bird.  “Winter’s flowers,” as one friend said. They have so brightened my days. This particular fellow was digitally captured during our recent snow storm. Another is forecast for this week…8-12″ are predicted.  I hope to be far away by then. I am throwing in the towel and fleeing to Florida for a few weeks. There is plenty I can do there.  If I stay here I can watch the Cardinals…which isn’t a bad thing…but life is short and it is best to make hay when the sun shines. The Florida Supreme Court has ruled and medical marijuana will be on the ballot in November 2014. I plan to do what I can to make sure that it passes. Stay tuned.  ❧

Image #106 – Mary Lynn and Tango

Image #106

That’s my friend Mary Lynn Mathre with my buddy Tango. We visited MaryLynn, or ML, and her husband Al in North Florida last March. This picture was taken on their property near Carrabelle, Florida.  I’ve posted her picture today because tomorrow, September 13, ML and I will be co-presenters at a seminar in Lansing, Michigan.  The seminar is entitled, “Cannabis & The Endocannabinoid System:  What Nurses & Medical Marijuana Professionals Need to Know.”

Collectively ML and I have more than a half century of experience in the medical marijuana issue. We hope that this might be the first of many presentations we give together. Nurses are the frontline personnel in healthcare environment and marijuana’s medical use is a hot topic these days, with 20 states authorizing the legal use of the drug. Michigan is one of those states and has more than 100,000 certified patients who can use marijuana legally!  Yet nurses and other healthcare professionals have no training programs or classes.

ML and Al began an organization in the 1990s called Patients Out of Time, a non-profit group dedicated to education. Every two years they have organized an international conference on cannabis research and have brought together the world’s finest researchers who present fascinating papers on the emergining science of the endocannabinoid system. Mainstream America is finally awakening to science that is being conducted in places other than the U.S.A. Dr. Sanjay Gupta recently reversed his position on medical marijuana. In throwing his support behind this issue he issued an apology, explaining that he ” didn’t look far enough. I didn’t review papers from smaller labs in other countries doing some remarkable research, and I was too dismissive of the loud chorus of legitimate patients whose symptoms improved on cannabis.”

Just a few weeks ago marked the 38th anniversary of an arrest in Washington, D.C. that started the medical marijuana movement in America. It was 1975 and not very many people knew about marijuana’s beneficial properties.  But a young college professor with glaucoma had realized that marijuana was saving his sight and he began growing marijuana to help keep his supplies steady. When he and his mate were arrested they realized they had two options: 1) pay the fine and be more careful in the future, hoping not to get caught again, or 2) fight the charges and at least create a record that marijuana was helping. They chose the latter and went on to make history.

That glaucoma patient was my late husband, Robert Randall, the acknowledged founder of the medical marijuana movement in America.☙

As Good As It Gets

A marijuana plant being grown by caregiver in Michigan.

Last week was something special for me.  In Lansing, Michigan they dedicated the R.C. Randall Memorial Wellness Center, named in honor of my late husband.  It was a joyous event and both the ribbon-cutting and dinner were well attended.  I traveled to Lansing and was the keynote speaker at the dinner. For weeks before I wondered what I had gotten myself into and now I have the answer — something good.

The R.C. Randall Memorial Wellness Center helps patients with a medical need for marijuana to be certified by the State of Michigan.  This certification allows the patient two options: 1) grow their own marijuana (up to 12 plants), or 2) be paired with a “Caregiver” who will provide the patient with marijuana which he or she grows specifically for patients.  Michigan, along with numerous other States, has been forced to craft a solution to the medical marijuana problem because the federal government steadfastly refuses to “man up” and re-schedule marijuana. Under federal law marijuana is still classified as having “no accepted medical use in treatment” despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary.

Medical marijuana is a big part of my past.  You can learn more by reading my post “Grass on the Mind.”  

Robert C. Randall died in 2001.  He was still receiving marijuana from the federal government and still had his eyesight.  And he still had the desire to see others obtain marijuana for medical use.  In his final days he tried to dictate an article about marijuana’s beneficial effects for people with AIDS, especially in Africa where he envisioned AIDS clinics easily growing marijuana in their backyards.  “How easy it could be,” he said.

But nothing was ever easy with medical marijuana and two decades of being on the “front line” had taken its toll on me.  With Robert’s death I felt the time had come to “bow out” of the movement.  Like any woman grieving the loss of her husband, I went through a period of uncertainty.  The only certain thing I knew was that the road Robert and I traveled together had stopped.  I knew I had to find my own path.

I had an interest in hospice work and began to chart my course towards working with the local organization, a goal I achieved four years after Robert’s death.  It has been rewarding work.  From time to time I have received calls about medical marijuana, asking for comments or seeking advice.  I did what I could but I became more and more removed from the movement and that was fine by me.  The medical marijuana movement had become huge and often chaotic.  By failing to confront the medical marijuana issue honestly the federal government had created a nightmare of state laws, dispensaries, and uncontrolled use.  Pandora’s box was open and, from my perspective, there seemed no rational way to proceed.

I promised myself that I would always speak out to preserve Robert’s memory and remind others of his legacy.  This has served me well.  About two years ago an activist called from  Washington, D.C. and asked my permission to use Robert’s name on a clinic that they expected to open.  I said it was “possible” and asked to be kept in the loop.  I never heard from him again.

In the Spring of 2012 I had another request to use Robert’s name, this time from Michigan, and the requestor was a young woman, Becca Hollandsworth, who had been befriended by an ally from the “early days.”  Roger Winthrop is the quintessential activist, a man who has devoted his life to various causes, one of which has been med-pot.   He and Robert were great co-conspirators.  They would talk for hours on the phone (before the age of “unlimited minutes”) and write long letters filled with tactics and strategies.  I trusted Roger and he trusted Becca.  Permission was granted.

Throughout the summer I would hear from Roger or Becca with updates.  A “gala opening” was being planned and would I come?  I agreed.  I was never quite sure that either Roger or Becca heard my protests that I “was no longer involved in the movement.”  I told them I would come to Lansing to help preserve the memory of Robert and his legacy.  “Will you be available to lobby in the Capitol?”  Hmmm, sounds suspiciously like “involvement.”  But I pressed on.

Before I knew it the event had taken on a life of its own.  On the RCR Memorial Wellness Center Facebook page the following was posted:

“GRASS ROOTS REUNION events in Lansing MI … once-in-lifetime opportunity to meet & speak with pioneers of medpot ‘movement’ …. they’ve not been together in decades, unlikely to ever do it again. Lansing’s Eastside is most unlikely place for such event ~ not envisioned, just came together w/ support of handful of Michiganders who recognize values & wish to ‘connect’ w/ authentic Tradition in name & honor of Bob & Alice.  We are so fortunate to have earned this opportunity.”

So, on September 12 we “pioneers” got together and dedicated The Center which is, quite frankly, very handsome and much more than I ever expected.  Robert would be very proud.

Ribbon cutting at the RCR Memorial Wellness Center. Roger Winthrop and I cut the ribbon officially opening The Center.

But he would be even more proud at the reception I received from Becca, Mark, Aaron, Jaisen, and others. In my role as a grief counselor at hospice I do a lot of “validation” — confirming that what the client says is right and true.   In Lansing I was the one to receive validation.  It was a sweet and singular time.  Looking back at two decades of work and receiving the respect of those who are carrying on — I’m not sure it gets much better.

That night there was a dinner and I gave the keynote address. About 150 people were in attendance including several representatives from the nearby legislature.  In between various  technical snafus I managed to speak from the heart about the beginnings of the “movement” and how those years had been.  Forced to “wing it” I’m not sure I ever got out the words that are most important to me.  “Thank you, RC Randall Memorial Wellness Center.”  You made this woman very proud.  And Godspeed in your mission.  One day, we hope, sanity will prevail but until that time remember that legal or illegal marijuana works.  It can save sight, quell nausea, soothe spasms, control seizures, and a host of other disorders.  It is a substance that was placed on this earth for a reason, a substance for which our DNA has a “receptor”.  It will not be denied, only delayed.  Keep on keepin’ on!

Becca Hollandsworth and Alice at the RC Randall Memorial Wellness Center.

Grass on the Mind

Recently I’ve had grass on my mind … a lot. Now I know that some of you probably visited this blog because you wondered, “What kind of grass?”  Is she talking about marijuana?  Well, yes I am … partially.

In a few days I’ll be traveling to East Lansing, Michigan and I can assure you that kind of grass will be in abundance.  I’ll be speaking at a dinner that marks the opening of the Robert C. Randall Memorial Wellness Center.  Robert was my husband and for anyone in the know about medical marijuana he is pretty much the Founding Father of that movement.  Sadly he died in 2001 but here he is in 1977, in some grass and in his prime.

The RCR Wellness Center provides counseling and physician recommendations for those with a medical need for marijuana.  That kind of service is a far cry from 1975 when Bob and I were arrested for possession of marijuana in Washington, D.C.  Bob had glaucoma and realized that marijuana was lowering the elevated eye pressures that were slowly stealing his eyesight.  At the time medical marijuana was virtually unknown.  Bob had no idea that there was scientific evidence corroborating what he had figured out on his own.  The federal government had discovered that in 1971, while trying to prove marijuana harmful.  They didn’t bother to tell anyone, of course, but they did bury the information in a report to Congress which Bob obtained after our arrest.  Bob was furious and set out to “beat the rap.”  The rest, as they say, is history, more than two decades of it.  It took us 500-pages to re-tell the story of our lives in Marijuana Rx: The Patients’ Fight for Medicinal Pot and if you want to know more the link will take you to Amazon where you can buy the book.

I’m no longer a marijuana activist but whenever opportunities arise to remember and honor Bob’s achievements I make an effort to be there.  He was a marvelous man and I miss him every day.  But, honestly, I don’t miss being an activist.  And even though I don’t see very much marijuana anymore I go out of my way to see other kinds of grass.

My passion these days is photography and I LOVE photographing grass.  There are thousands of varieties of grass in the world and a lot of them live here in Florida.  At this time of the year many are “going to seed” — a phrase we have come to regard as pejorative.   But if you get close enough to these grasses you’ll see a world of color and wonder.  They may be “going to seed” but they do it in style.   Just look at the colors and textures of these two samples.

And when I’m disciplined enough to get myself out of bed in the morning I get to see this wonderful sight.

Like I said at the start, I’ve got grass on the mind.  Ain’t it grand?  ❧

Roles change … life moves on

For more than two decades I worked with my husband, Robert Randall, to achieve the practical, but ever-elusive reality of prescription access to cannabis (marijuana) for those with life- or sense-threatening disease.  He had glaucoma and discovered, quite by accident, that marijuana could help preserve his sight.  He proved this fact to the Federal government in 1976 and received legal supplies of Federal marijuana until his death in 2001.

Robert’s death moved me in new directions and I was compelled to pursue my own calling — hospice work.  Robert has been gone for eleven years and I am just starting my seventh year with Tidewell Hospice.  It has been fascinating and rewarding work.  But my involvement in the med pot issue was too deep and too long to simply drop it and walk away.  Robert and I made friends — good friends — as we tried to change the laws that prohibit medical access.  You cannot turn your back on good friends but relationships can change.  After Robert died I had no interest in “stumping” for medical marijuana.  My own spirit was calling to me and I am happy I pursued it.  But what to do about med pot?

It was a seminar at a conference of grief counselors (my current profession) which gave me the answer. The speaker, Harold Ivan Smith, is renown for his ability to look at a political family which has experienced loss — think of the Lincolns, Roosevelts, and Kennedys — and convey to his audience the effects of grief on those grieving families and history.  His most recent focus is Coretta Scott King, a truly amazing woman in her own right, who, after the death of her husband Martin, adopted the position that she would not seek leadership in the civil rights movement (which she easily could have done) but would do everything she could to preserve and protect her husband’s legacy.  That rang like a clarion bell to me.  I had already been doing that very thing but, just as in any grief situation, the validation of actions is enormous.

Robert C. Randall was not Martin Luther King, Jr. and I’m certainly not Coretta Scott King but like the Kings, Robert and I did have an impact. We forged new cultural territories, we changed many minds, and we helped a lot of good people through some bad times.  The best I can do now is keep that memory alive.  After all, those who do not learn history are condemned to repeat it.  ❧

Death of a Husband … Death of an Issue

Robert C. Randall in November 1976 with his first supplies of legal marijuana from the federal government. He would receive federal marijuana for more than 25 years to treat his glaucoma.

Eleven years ago today my husband died.  Robert C. Randall was 53 years-old.

He was a man of some notoriety.  Often described as “the father of medical marijuana,” Robert accomplished a great deal in his 53 years.  In 1976 he became the first American since 1937 to receive marijuana under a doctor’s prescription and was the first to have “Uncle Sam” as his pharmacy.  Until Robert’s victory the only access to federal supplies of marijuana was through research programs and most of those programs were searching for the “harm” that marijuana would theoretically inflict upon the “drug abusers” of the 1970s.

But Robert proved — conclusively — that marijuana was THE drug that could help stave off the blindness which his glaucoma was certain to cause.  He used it in conjunction with other glaucoma medications and that is important to note.  He didn’t choose to use marijuana (although he didn’t mind using it).  It was only through the addition of marijuana to his regular medication regimen that his ocular pressures were lowered enough to prevent damage.  Take away any of the three to four medications that he used, including marijuana, and his ocular pressures went out of control.

All of this is well documented in books, films and on the internet.  Before starting this essay I did a Bing search this morning and was pleased to find even more entries than I had on previous occasions including a new, biographical entry on Wikipedia.  Three years before his death we authored a book, Marijuana Rx: The Patients’ Fight for Medicinal Pot which is a complete record of our twenty-plus years in the medical marijuana movement.  His legacy seems assured and rightly so.

And the medical marijuana movement goes on without him.  There were many soldiers willing to seize the banner as it fell and lead the charge.  The problem, it seems to me, is most are unsure of the direction the charge is supposed to go.  As Robert wrote,  “Once a morality play of intimate dimensions, medical marijuana has become a didactic drama driven by drug war motifs.”  He wrote those words in 1998 and they have become the reality of today’s world.  The “drama” of medical marijuana has gone on for so long, in so many different directions, that the result is a confused public that hears repeatedly about another “medical marijuana first” but has no idea what the fight is about.  “Medical marijuana?” they say, “That’s legal, right?”

Marijuana dispensaries are popping up in most states.  Their legality is clearly questionable since marijuana remains illegal under federal law.  Enforcement of this federal law is erratic and obviously prejudicial, dependent it seems of the direction of the political winds.  Many patients are actually receiving regular supplies of decent marijuana but the hard arm of the law could swoop down at any time and disrupt their health and wellbeing.  And there is the matter of “necessity.”  Almost two decades ago an activist proclaimed “all marijuana use is medical” and the early dispensaries in California were notoriously lax in their definitions of  “qualified” patients.  This has further diluted the argument making it harder for those with legitimate needs to get the support, both medical and pharmaceutical, that they need.

Don’t get me wrong.  There are many good people out there still working for rationality and compassion for those who medically need marijuana.  It is very touching to me that several dispensary operators have sought my permission to name their facilities after Robert, most recently in Lansing, Michigan.  These dispensaries are being operated in a remarkably responsible fashion and offer an oasis in a desert of arid federal policy that has not moved one iota in twenty years (since Bush 41 shut down the Compassionate IND program) let alone the past 35 years since Robert received his federal supplies.

There is still a medical marijuana movement but the medical marijuana issue, it seems to me, died with Robert.  He was able to focus the blame where it rightly belongs — at the federal government which has maliciously thwarted every reasonable attempt to rationally resolve a true public health problem.  Until such time as the immoral acts of the federal government are once again in the public spotlight it will be a difficult time for those seriously ill individuals who truly need marijuana medically.